secretsissyNJ

i am living in the closet like a coward and too scared to admit what i really am. I pretend to be str8, wearing my man-clothes like a costume, covering my bra and panties. my wife has no idea i LOVE DICK…at least I dont think she suspects. Maybe she does…we havent fucked in years. pussy doesnt make me hard anymore…unless i’m sniffing dirty panties.

i am afraid of women. they intimidate me…especially younger women and teen girls. i know they laugh and make fun of me when i pass by. can they tell? do they see the swish in my walk? did they notice my panty lines!?

i wear dirty panties to work under my “boy costume”. i close my office door,  pull down my pants and rub my undersized dick while watching gay porn or visiting sissy chat rooms. I keep pushing…taking more risks…knowing my antics can only lead to my ultimate exposure! but i cant help myself. i must do whatever i’m told…jerk my tiny dick on webcam…smear drips of sperm all over my face…cum in my pants at work…the thrill of humiliation and complete ruination rules me! ill risk it all…my job…my marriage…my life!

Its only a matter of time before the world finds out i AM a SISSY FAGGOT!!