i’m finally accepting my true nature as a cash fag who really feels happy and useful when Alpha men take my money and possessions.  They work with me to allow me to feel so horny and sexually gratified, cock and balls locked and shrinking, in my humiliation, shame and weakness as a total bitchboy, ATM whore, cashfag, pay pig pathetic looser worm.  I act like a 51 year old good looking, in shape professional man with houses, 3 businesses, a couple of nice cars, bank accounts, silver and gold coins and social standing.  So much fucking work to maintain that act.  The truth is so much easier.  Now I’m just looking for the right Master who understands me and who i resonate with.  Trance, hypnosis, and energy work (like Reiki) are very important to me. They would allow Master to own my subconscious mind and will. So, i’d need Him to take me under into that totally helpless and open trance space, or He could have someone hypnotize and put me into trance for Him. Then, Master only has to say a trigger word to me, and He’s totally in control of my body, mind and soul.

That’s what i know is going to happen.  My cock is hard and i’m smiling just thinking about it.